Why My Life Sucks
1. Money's getting tighter and tighter. When I start college, there's a high possibility that I won't be able to make more new cosplays. { Not that I mind repeating them; there's quite alot I've grown to like/become attached to x3 }
2. I can't drive and I've never had a paying job, and I'm almost 18.
3. My phone is crapping out on me to the point where if I talk for like, a minute even though I charged it all night, it DIES and I can't afford a new one DDDD:<
4. I feel like I've lost one of my closest friends. There's just been so much change amongst my group of friends in general, and I don't like it...
5. My mom is driving me fucking BANANAS and I can't do a damn thing about it. Not even leave when I turn 18 because I'm not prepared to be out in the real world D:< without a means of transportation and work experience, I PHAIL as an adult >: /

Why My Life Rocks
1. Some of my close middle school friends that got separated from me in high school are gonna be reunited with me again in college >W<
2. Though it may sound materialistic, I'm so grateful for my Mac. It's an awesome computer that's gonna last a good long time, and I was lucky enough to have my mom buy it before money started becoming a struggle for us. I also surprise myself with the fact that I'm capable of completing so many cosplays with all the money trouble.
3. I've found a special someone who despite their flaws and clash of personality with a few people, makes me veeeery happy <3 And she tolerates/joins me in my obsessive cosplay shenanigans! >w<
4. I've learned to speak to people about stuff that bothers me more. Like...if someone's doing something to piss me off/upset me, I confront them about it rather than bottling it up.
5. I recently opened an avi art shop on gaia and it's going great 8D in one week I've made over 100k, which gave me a little more confidence in my art. I'm thinking of doing commissions at a future con~
6. At the end of this month, I'll be going to AFO {in Orlando}, AWAY FROM MY MOM for a whole week {going to my dad's after the con} -throws confett-, and be sharing a room with Kirky <33 We'll have the weekend to ourselves to cosplay and be retarded with no parental consent 8D
7. I'm lucky that Kirky's mom accepts and loves me enough to treat me like family. ;w; She'd even be willing to let me move in with them just to get away from my mom, which practically makes her my savior XD I swear, their place is literally a second home to me. <3333
8. This september, Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days come oooout! : DDDD -is uber excited-
9. Hopefully, me and my Ouran group will get to continue filming commoner's corner episodes >w<
10. Despite the craptastic time I had at Metrocon because of all the complications and disputes with my mom, the highlight of the trip was satruday when I was Lavi again and got to meet the infamous Kelly and Jen from Demyx time :3

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AFO (July 31-Aug 2)
Fri- in the afternoon, Death the Kid (Soul Eater) -and possibly- England/UK (Hetalia) the other half of the day
Sat- Lavi (D.Gray Man)
Sun- Kagamine Len (vocaloids)

Mizucon (Aug.28-30) I think I'm gonna go.
Fri- Xanxus (Reborn!)
Sat-UK/England (Hetalia)
Sun- Secret cosplay~

Chibi-Pa (Sept 4-6)<---prolly only go one day
Sat- Xanxus (Reborn)

ASC (date N/A)
Fri- Grimmjow Jeagerjaques (Bleach) I BETTER GET IN SHAPE BY THEN DX
Sat- Medusa (Soul Eater)
Sun- MAYBE Starfire....I'munna try to lose the weight by then...

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Cosplay

Considering: {* =might start sometime this year}
Starfire- Teen Titans*
Sophie -Howl's Moving Castle (blue dress, white hair version)
Tsubaki- Soul Eater*
Medusa- Soul Eater***<---for ASC

In-Progress:
SECRET COSPLAY ;D -80%
Xanxus (Reborn!)-80%
Soul Evans (Soul Eater) 50%
Grimmjow Jeagerjaques (Bleach) 20%


Completed:
England (Hetalia) <--got a new awesome coat >D just gotta dye it green
Ken- (Reborn!)
Len Kagamine (Vocaloid)
Death the Kid-Soul Eater
Pocahontas- Disney
Iruka-Naruto
Lavi-D.Gray Man
Demyx-Kingdom Hearts 2
Matt-Death Note
Renge, Hikaru-Ouran High School host club
Reno-Final Fantasy